Saturday, May 31, 2008

Be Not Afraid

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Message for the day:

Do not be afraid, for I AM with you. No matter where I field you, I will personally make sure that you flourish and bear fruit for ME.

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I just attended Jesuit Vow Day at the Sacred Heart Novitiate, Novaliches, Quezon City. Here are some pictures.


On the way to Ateneo de Manila University...


At the gate...


...and into Loyola House of Studies...


The Jesuits then give us a ride... (four of us were groupies, so to speak, the Jesuits call us VDPs, for Vocation Discernment Program. In other words, we are people still thinking about a Jesuit vocation.)

Upon arriving at Sacred Heart Novitiate, called the Womb and Tomb of the Philippine Jesuits, we first saw the tombs. I was overwhelmed seeing such known figures as De La Costa, and Hontiveros buried there.


The tombstone with the bouquet is that of Bro. Richie Fernando, SJ, who died while on mission in Cambodia, in 1996.


The novitiate garden, with Bro. Jing Porcia, SJ ushering us.


A statue of Saint Joseph and the child Jesus...


After visiting the tomb, now here is the womb. In this chapel, seven new Jesuits were ushered fully into the Society of Jesus, after their profession of perpetual vows of poverty, chastity and obedience before the Blessed Sacrament.


After the mass, we then ate snacks in the garden.

Mykey Cuento (a full-time worker for Gawad Kalinga, an international charitable organization building homes and communities around the world), Bro. Jing Porcia, SJ (SJ Vocation Discernment Program coordinator); Dane Sacdalan (incoming 2nd year medical student, UP), Jim Lopez.

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Saint Francis Borgia, pray for us.

The Oath Against Modernism

As a requirement for me to be able to blog into the group web log Holy Vocations, I am posting this Oath Against Modernism, which Pope St. Pius X has approved in 1910. Let this be an opportunity for all readers of this blog to be reminded of the truths that we devout Catholics must truly believe.


Pope St. Pius X, pray for us.

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THE OATH AGAINST MODERNISM

Given by His Holiness St. Pius X September 1, 1910.

To be sworn to by all clergy, pastors, confessors, preachers, religious superiors, and professors in philosophical-theological seminaries.

I . . . . firmly embrace and accept each and every definition that has been set forth and declared by the unerring teaching authority of the Church, especially those principal truths which are directly opposed to the errors of this day.

And first of all, I profess that God, the origin and end of all things, can be known with certainty by the natural light of reason from the created world (see Rom. 1:90), that is, from the visible works of creation, as a cause from its effects, and that, therefore, his existence can also be demonstrated:

Secondly, I accept and acknowledge the external proofs of revelation, that is, divine acts and especially miracles and prophecies as the surest signs of the divine origin of the Christian religion and I hold that these same proofs are well adapted to the understanding of all eras and all men, even of this time.

Thirdly, I believe with equally firm faith that the Church, the guardian and teacher of the revealed word, was personally instituted by the real and historical Christ when he lived among us, and that the Church was built upon Peter, the prince of the apostolic hierarchy, and his successors for the duration of time.

Fourthly, I sincerely hold that the doctrine of faith was handed down to us from the apostles through the orthodox Fathers in exactly the same meaning and always in the same purport. Therefore, I entirely reject the heretical' misrepresentation that dogmas evolve and change from one meaning to another different from the one which the Church held previously. I also condemn every error according to which, in place of the divine deposit which has been given to the spouse of Christ to be carefully guarded by her, there is put a philosophical figment or product of a human conscience that has gradually been developed by human effort and will continue to develop indefinitely.

Fifthly, I hold with certainty and sincerely confess that faith is not a blind sentiment of religion welling up from the depths of the subconscious under the impulse of the heart and the motion of a will trained to morality; but faith is a genuine assent of the intellect to truth received by hearing from an external source. By this assent, because of the authority of the supremely truthful God, we believe to be true that which has been revealed and attested to by a personal God, our creator and lord.

Furthermore, with due reverence, I submit and adhere with my whole heart to the condemnations, declarations, and all the prescripts contained in the encyclical Pascendi and in the decree Lamentabili, especially those concerning what is known as the history of dogmas. I also reject the error of those who say that the faith held by the Church can contradict history, and that Catholic dogmas, in the sense in which they are now understood, are irreconcilable with a more realistic view of the origins of the Christian religion.

I also condemn and reject the opinion of those who say that a well-educated Christian assumes a dual personality-that of a believer and at the same time of a historian, as if it were permissible for a historian to hold things that contradict the faith of the believer, or to establish premises which, provided there be no direct denial of dogmas, would lead to the conclusion that dogmas are either false or doubtful.

Likewise, I reject that method of judging and interpreting Sacred Scripture which, departing from the tradition of the Church, the analogy of faith, and the norms of the Apostolic See, embraces the misrepresentations of the rationalists and with no prudence or restraint adopts textual criticism as the one and supreme norm.

Furthermore, I reject the opinion of those who hold that a professor lecturing or writing on a historico-theological subject should first put aside any preconceived opinion about the supernatural origin of Catholic tradition or about the divine promise of help to preserve all revealed truth forever; and that they should then interpret the writings of each of the Fathers solely by scientific principles, excluding all sacred authority, and with the same liberty of judgment that is common in the investigation of all ordinary historical documents.

Finally, I declare that I am completely opposed to the error of the modernists who hold that there is nothing divine in sacred tradition; or what is far worse, say that there is, but in a pantheistic sense, with the result that there would remain nothing but this plain simple fact-one to be put on a par with the ordinary facts of history-the fact, namely, that a group of men by their own labor, skill, and talent have continued through subsequent ages a school begun by Christ and his apostles.

I firmly hold, then, and shall hold to my dying breath the belief of the Fathers in the charism of truth, which certainly is, was, and always will be in the succession of the episcopacy from the apostles. The purpose of this is, then, not that dogma may be tailored according to what seems better and more suited to the culture of each age; rather, that the absolute and immutable truth preached by the apostles from the beginning may never be believed to be different, may never be understood in any other way.

I promise that I shall keep all these articles faithfully, entirely, and sincerely, and guard them inviolate, in no way deviating from them in teaching or in any way in word or in writing. Thus I promise, this I swear, so help me God. . .

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Picture credit (Pope Saint Pius X): http://www.havelshouseofhistory.com/Pius%20X.jpg

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Saint Peter Canisius, doctor of the Church, Jesuit, pray for us.

"Follow me, sinful man..."



As a person prone to many mistakes, I was asking for forgiveness from the Lord after a certain transgression I did on my part, about a few hours after the Solemnity of the Sacred Heart of Jesus.

It was during the first hours of today, the Feast of the Immaculate Heart of Mary, that I really prayed for forgiveness, as well as strength.

"If it is indeed Your Call to me that will prevail despite my weaknesses, let me be filled with purity and grace, and this alone will be enough to sustain me," I thought.

The remorse turned into astonishment, when upon turning the TV to EWTN, I suddenly saw an ordination mass, with priests laying on their hands on the candidates for ordination to the presbyterate into the Priestly Fraternity of Saint Peter. I slept, somehow comfortable with the fact that God is still sending signs to me, I just did not feel worthy to interpret them with my own human understanding. I resolved to attend mass the next day.

I was secretly praying and hoping that confessions be open during the first mass in the morning at the university across the road. Not only were there confessions, the door opened as if letting me in.

I still do not know, and will not try to assume, what all of these mean. What I know for sure is this: God has a plan for me. I pray that when the time comes for me to fully follow the call that I perceive God has helped me to be ready and become a worthy sacrifice for Him.

This morning, I have been scanning a lot of blogs which feature their owners' vocation stories. I really love it when I connect to people having the same convictions and same hopes and dreams as I have. I am praying for them, and I pray that they will also do so for me. I am very inspired.

All of these call to mind a favorite song of mine in my native language Ilocano, Surotennak (Follow Me).

Surotennak, ket pagbalinenkayto...
Surotennak, ket pagbalinenkayto a mangalap iti tao...
Pinanawanda nga dagus dagiti iketda, ket simmurotda Kenkuana...

Follow Me, and I will make you...
Follow Me, and I will make you fishers of men...
They left their nets immediately, and set out to follow Him...


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Saint Francis Xavier, pray for us.

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Picture credits: http://www.michaeljournal.org/images/penance.jpg

Friday, May 30, 2008

Poverty, Chastity and Obedience

I had long meditated on these three vows that almost all religious orders profess at the start of their religious journey (a possible exception are the Dominicans, who only profess obedience, while believing that the other two will spring from it).

Being only human and only in the stage of discerning my vocation, I can only pray that these vows I may be able to practice in my current state of life.
POVERTY. I am slowly praying that God may give me the willingness to sacrifice not only my time and resources, but my whole life, as well, for the good of others and that of God's will.
CHASTITY. Being single and male, God has implanted within me innate urges that I am trying to control, notwithstanding how other people seemingly disregard the importance of chastity today. Encountering scenes of sexual violence and meeting people with such "liberated" views about the marriage act is something challenging for me. But I pray that through the example of the saints that I have revered and honored through the years, I may be able to find the grace of purity, and eventually, if God wills, priestly celibacy.
OBEDIENCE. For now, as a medical student my call is to respond well to the needs of my patients. As a teacher my call is to teach well, to instruct prudently my students' mistakes and remind them of a higher Power that is guiding us all. As a writer my call is to preach through my words the Love that such an awe-inspiring Passion has made possible.
For now all I can pledge with my heart is the willingness to serve the Lord, and the ardent desire to follow Him in the way He wants me to. But the only question that remains is how. As a friend in the Dominican Order once told me, only God knows, "why."
Will God give me the grace to pronounce these vows before His earthly Presence in the Eucharist?
THE FIRST VOWS IN THE SOCIETY OF JESUS
Almighty and eternal God, I (name), though altogether most unworthy in your divine sight, yet relying on your infinite goodness and mercy and moved with a desire of serving you, in the presence of the most Holy Virgin Mary and your whole heavenly court, vow to Your Divine Majesty perpetual poverty, chastity and obedience in the Society of Jesus; and I promise that I shall enter the same Society in order to lead my entire life in it, understanding all things according to its Constitutions.
Therefore I suppliantly beg Your Immense Goodness and Clemency, through the blood of Jesus Christ, to deign to receive this holocaust in an odor of sweetness; and that just as you gave me the grace to desire and offer this, so you will also bestow on me abundant grace to fulfill it.
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Saint Alphonsus Rodriguez, pray for us.
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Credits: for the vow day picture of Jason Vaz, SJ; and the Jesuit Vow Formula for the First Vows. http://www.jesuits.ca/Join_us/vow_day.php

Thursday, May 22, 2008

Revealing Your Vocation to Your Parents

An aspirant to the Society of Jesus was seventeen and wanted both to explain to his parents his own intention and to stop them from making any other plans for him. Therefore he wrote the following letter to them from Mechlin:

Dear Father and Mother,

For four months now God has been knocking on the door of my heart but up to now I have to some extent kept it shut against him. Since then I have noticed that during my studies and my relaxation, while I was walking about or doing anything else, the only thought that kept coming to my mind was to wonder what sort of life I ought to adopt.

So after many communions and good works I decided in the end to make a vow to serve God in religious life, provided he helps me with his grace.

I know that friends and parents are always upset by the departure of those they love. But I look at it in a different way.

Supposing that my father and mother were here on the one side, together with my sister and other relatives, and on the other Our God and Lord with his, and I hope, my Blessed Mother; and suppose my parents said: “Dear son, we beg you, do not leave us; we ask this in return for the labours and cares we have endured for your sake…”

And suppose Jesus said: “Follow me, I was born for your sake, scourged for you, crowned with thorns and crucified for you. See the five sacred wounds I suffered for you. Have you forgotten that I have fed your soul with my holy Body and given it my sacred Blood to drink? Are you not ashamed of your lack of gratitude to me?”

Dear Father and Mother, whenever I think of this my heart is on fire, and I would wish if I could to enter religious life on the spot. My mind and heart have no peace until they find their beloved.

I have therefore most willingly decided to offer myself to Christ Jesus and fight his wars in his Society. My only hope is that you will not show yourselves so unreasonable as to set your minds against him. I commend myself to your holy prayers, and I ask the Lord to grant me perseverance in my intentions to the end of my life, and at the end to grant eternal life to you and to me.

Christ’s obedient son and yours,

JOHN BERCHMANS

Saint John Berchmans, scholastic of the Society of Jesus, was canonized in 1888.

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Credits: http://jesuitvocationpromotions.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/2006/03/i_want_to_be_a_.html

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Saint John Berchmans, pray for us.

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Imperfections in the Religious Life

Throughout the years that I have been pondering about the vocation to be a priest, I had long imagined about the vocation as a religious utopia, espousing an environment that would allow a person to grow in deeper communion with God.

Recently, I have been particularly enamored in the presence of Christ as it manifests in the Society of Jesus. I have developed quite a number of friendships who have considered following God's call through Saint Ignatius' example. But I have stumbled some web links that somehow opened my mind to the need to strengthen my resolve. Religious life is not utopia, it seems, at all.
Jesuit Superiors and the Renewal of Jesuit Life highlighted mistakes that members of the Society have committed throughout the years.

After reading this account, I was actually astonished to find myself yearning to follow my calling even more.

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Poverty, obedience, and especially chastity are difficult vows to make. May the time You have granted me to fully reflect on the mystery of Your calling be sufficient to help me follow You, for Your greater Glory.

Saint Aloysius Gonzaga, pray for us.

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Through My Own Blood

If it is as it must be, thrust through my whole being your sword of unbelief, your gallows of despair, your thorns of loneliness; and witness how the warmth of faith, the fire of love and the ardor of devotion dumbfound all those who claim that my soul is too naive, my love is too given away, and my faith goes beyond all possible bounds.

If it is as it must be, take my mind and my soul savagely from a vessel so burdened of the yearning to be pure, of the longingness to be taken wholly unto eternal freedom, yet of the bitterness that seems gushing forth from a spirit seemingly frustrated with the trappings of the world.

If it will take that the faith of Christ should strengthen others, if by emulating Thy sacrifice I may help others to gain Thy everlasting Presence within them, if it is by so doing that I gain that elusive Spirit that is You, will it be a grace that souls are to ask of You?

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Saint Jean de Brebeuf, Blessed Rupert Mayer and Saint John Ogilvie, pray for us.

Alagad

Sa kapanahunang diwa'y kay panglaw
Ano pa kaya ang saki'y tatanglaw
Tila kay dilim, ng gabing kulimlim
Takot sa kalooba'y di kayang alisin

Gaano katotoong ganito nga ang buhay
Ano pa nga ba ang maghihintay
Kalooban ko nga ba ang nakataya
Kung buhay, parang may paanyaya

Na yakapin Ka, hanapin ang pagsuyo't init, pag-aalab
Nawa'y pag-ibig Mo sa aki'y tila apoy na lumalagablab
Pinanatili Mo akong isang alagad anupaman ang alinlangan
Manahan Ka, gawin Mo'kong tunay, isang alagad.

Di man kaila, sa kahirapa'y tila puso'y tuluyang nasanay
Papurihan Ka nawa ng diwang nananahan ang nais na mapagpala
At kahit dumating man ang unos
Asa, mithi ay di magtatapos...

12:00 nu
ika-13 ng Pebrero, 2008

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Santo Tomas de Aquino, ipanalangin niyo kami.

The Roman Collar





Out of love for nothingness, within its midst a light
Through this, it speaks of how one man must carry through the fight
In between the darkness shines a light so bright and true
So must be a heart which darkness must never subdue.

Black may speak of nothingness, through which sad hearts plunge in
But it's in absence of all hue that peace may all seep in
Light that shines through one man's heart, as light must always be
The sum of all colors, such is white, that speaks of unity.

The call to wear such dignity, the goal to make all see
How efforts of a person's heart to preach with clarity
Never has by any chance ceased disturbing me
But what beauty this can ever be, please Lord, o, let this be.

I may never realize what reason this may lie
But God so speaks in words so deep that human reason dies
I do foresee that such a life seems just as how to die
But then, one may die and in the end to God his soul will rise.

Some may say that life may not be worth as it can be
If I may choose the path to life this collar gives to me
But never will a single moment pass with much regret
For if this life is God's desire, I'll pray than to forget.

For I believe that since the day my eyes have dared to see
My heart within has beating for the love He yearns for me
A love that beats to spread to all no matter how things go
A love so true that needs the collar, a love that this will show.

1:49 am, February 17, 2008

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Saint Ignatius, pray for us.